There is a practice among Keralite Hindus to write the âjaathakamâ (horoscope) of a child, as soon as its born. When I was born, my dad tried to do the same. But the astrologer told him that this girl might wont live after 12 yrs. (that was a bit nasty info, na?) . He told my dad â If she is alive after her 12 th birthday, then, come to me, I will write her âjaathakamâ thenâ. Now I wonder whether that was a nice thing to say to the father of a newborn child??? I donât know. Anyway the result was this, even at this 28 th age, my âjaathakamâ remains unwritten. My father is strictly against it being written. Yesterday I heard amma asking him, âCan we write her âjaathakamâ, at least now?â But he said âNo, neverâ. If you ask me, I also support him, whole-heartedly!
That astrologer told one more thing that I had born with bad luck to my dad. And that, till 12 yrs, I may have to spend most of the time in hospitals. I think that made dad a little paranoid. So every Sunday we had to go to our nearby Devi Temple, and do âpoojasâ against the ill-luck that I had brought with me to my dad(???). I donât know how far its true, cos as far as I can remember, there wasnât any ill-luck to my dad, after my birth.
But there was one true phase in this, entire âjathakamâ thing. Till 12 yrs of age, I spent most of my time (and so, my dadâs time) in different hospitals. Till I was 6, I had a very allergic stomach, which rejected milk in any forms, and made me friends with IV tubes! When I was 6 , I used to have very wet and loud hollow coughs, which made my dad take me to Tuberculosis Center. I remember my mom, praying hard, just before she was going to get the reports. Any way, I came clean, out of those reports.
Next thing that happened was when I was 8. I suddenly began to have severe and frequent attacks of Asthma. My mom and my achachan (momâs dad) had Asthma. But only I had this, in the third generation. As Inhalers werenât very common then (1980âs), asthma attacks made me think, I was going to die. I would say itâs the worst disease cos it causes suffocation to the patient as well as the onlookers. Then I realized uninterrupted breathing was a privilege. Again I was taken to hospital. This time doc told me, I had to take an injection every alternate day for 3 months continuously. And do u know, how much I feared a syringe!!! (I was 8yrs then!)
I loved to play in the sun, swinging in coconut leaves, like Tarzan. As I couldnât reach to get hold of the tip of coconut leaves from ground, I would put a stool, and then climb on it, get hold of the coconut leaf and then âwhoooooshâ---I would be on the other end!! WOW that was a great feeling!!!! It mad me really feel like âTarzanâ. And this would go on repeating! I would have done this, even now, if I could find a coconut leaf that can withstand my current body weight! LOL. I was strictly prevented from doing this, cos during those âTarzan nightsâ I will have severe attacks of Asthma. But will an 8 yr old care? I still did my swinging, hiding away from momâ¦
But this alternate injection news made me seriously think about running away from home or to kill my doctor, at least. (Still I didnât know how, to do that! LOL). My dad bribed me with comics, chocolates, (but, ice-cream was against Asthma!) on each single trip to Hospital. If Monday they pierced my left arm, on Wednesday they did it on my right arm, on Saturday it was my left arm again⦠after one month, the pain on my both arms became permanent. Soon my right arm began to swell. At first mom thot it was because of constant injection. But swelling increased so much and soon, I was back in my second home (Hospital, of course). Now I remember that day well, cos the doctor asked me and mom to go out, and told something to dad. Later dad came out and told something to mom, and she began to cryâ¦I was busy watching the goldfish tank there!
Later I heard mom telling achachan that during my continuous injection series, once the injection, which was supposed to be had on muscle, was given to a vein, which made the vein infected, and which would have paralyzed my right hand. (a nurseâs fault!). I thot..WOW now that make me stop going thru this hell again (thanks to that nurse!). But soon a date was fixed for my operation and those docs tore open my swelled armâ¦?(how I hate them!!). After being discharged from hospital, I didnât go to school for 1 month and my mom used to copy notes for me and read it to meâ¦
Later my injections continued (this time, from another hospital). Some how Asthma never came back (till now) after that grueling 3 mths of alternate injection daysâ¦
Mysteriously I became perfectly healthy, after 13 yrsâ¦I gained weight and none of my allergic stomach, old coughs, asthma, came again! Sometimes I think that the astrologer was rightâ¦may be that is why my father still wont go to astrologersâ¦he says âSometimes ignorance about future, makes present peacefulâ.